I woke up at 12:48 am and thought I was going to freak out. I’m not sure if I can explain this but I couldn’t find my reality. It scared the crap out of me. I had been having a dream but I can’t remember it so I don’t know if that had anything to do with it or not. I spent the rest of the night waking up almost every hour bathed in sweat. Was hellish. I never realized that your wrists, elbows, fingers and ankles could sweat along with every other part of you.
Sometimes when I don’t have a grasp on things, it comforts me to know that other people share my experience. This morning at 12:50 when I was trying to calm down I thought, “What are the chances of someone else lying in bed like this spazzing from not smoking and feeling like they could lose their mind?” I decided the odds weren’t as high as I would have liked.